If you always do what you've always done,
you'll always get what you've always gotten.

SOOO TRUE!!!

sometimes youwonder if what you do will lever get you somewhere where will we all be in ten years for most its housewives, working in mcdonalds and having an everyday middle class life... but for those select few that actually make it to a good college or are destined to fame its like whoa and for most of those select few mommy and daddy paid there way but then what are the rest of us left to do are we destined to always be in the same situation or will we all one day wake up and realize that nothing comes to us in life unless we strive to earn it... and strive to want it.....

for me i am one of these select few...

my life will be made better if it kills me in the process..

but my qestion is and always will be how does one know what they are destined to be...

for me it could be a writer, a nurse, a teacher, a chef, a fashion designer, and much more than that but my problem is how do i choose because im not just good at one thing its all of these

<3 annie

I feel lame writing in this but for all of you that dont have a myspace lol its the least i can do...

well yesterday i went out with jarred that was ok....

ive had band camp since like july 24th atleast five hours a day!!!

MEGAN CAME HOME!!! FINALLY GAHD!!!!

me and her went and hung at her moms where i got sunburned and shes moving to irving next weekend so that'll be fun helping her.....

then i went and hugn out with megs dad and rene and thats always fun me and meg ended up hitting each other all nite cept she sat on my sunburn!!!!

GAH YOU SCORCH ME MAN!!!!! that hurt like a biznitch!!!

and last nite me and my g-ma had snack nite that was fun!!!!

and now im just in my room being bored!!

COMMENTS GUYZ

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When there seems like there's no one left to run to in this empty world of ours, you can come to me & I will be your shooting star. You can tell me your dreams. I can't promise that I can make them come true, but I'll be there to pick up the pieces of your broken heart, if your dreams happen to fall through.

Give me the gift of love,
look me in the eyes
& say I'm the one you're dreaming of.
That would be the best surprise.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something & wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing & wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart.. if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes & whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up cause we are too afraid to care too much..for fear that the other person doesnt care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone cause your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we're afraid..afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks & it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back & wonder what they would have done, or could have had. What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow & you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever & you lost them?

soooooooooooooo true

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i know no one reads this but i have tosay it while im crying.... im so alone no one understands how it hurts me to watch everyone around me fall in love and have someone to love them back im slowly dying inside i cant take it anymore i need someone to love im so sick of being alone NO ONE UNDERSTANDS what im going through i may wear a smile but my heart is breaking all the time i just want to fall to my knees cry and know that someone will bethere to pick up the pieces hold me and let me cry on their shoulders i havent had someone to hold me in over a year and a half and im very sad because everyone else has someone to love and i dont and trust me NOBODY not even megan UNDERSTANDS and you cant say oooh your better off without one because the only reason you say it is cuz you have one yourself

</3 annie